Do you ever try to retrace your steps back to the first
moment you discovered a passion? Oftentimes an interest is not marked by a
lightening bolt and a clearly defined start. For me, the idea has to wander
through my mind several times before it bobs to the surface as an actual
concept.
I’m in the middle of a passionate obsession with growing
things and I’m trying to map out how, when and why this developed. My parents
had small flowerbeds at the house where I lived as a child but I never dug in
the dirt. We had a lemon tree that (to my young eyes) seemed huge, with no
fewer than a thousand lemons! Occasionally I went with my mom to plant
nurseries. It was fun to run through the aisles of flowers. There were so many
kinds, so many colors! I liked pinching Snapdragons, causing their mouths to
open. Was I interested in flowers and plants? Not especially. But it was wildly
exciting to visit relatives in rainier climates and see blackberries and
blueberries growing by the side of the road! We’d stop and pick them, high on
the thrill of picking our own berries. At age seven I remember attempting to
grow orange trees. I was confident that poking a half-inch hole into our hard
back yard soil, dropping an orange seed in, and watering it once before
forgetting its location would surely produce a giant tree, loaded with juicy
oranges. After two days it slipped my mind as I was far too focused on drawing,
watching cartoons, trading stickers, doing homework, and eventually becoming a
teen-ager who never thought about plants as there were more important things to
do: CDs to listen to, phone calls from boys and hairdos to create.
Fast-forward a decade or two. I’m twenty-five and I have my
own tiny apartment. I buy a few plants and put them in my bedroom in front of
the window. I love it. Indoor plants make any room so cheerful and full of
life.
Another two years pass. I’ve moved and I’ve married and I
have front and back yards. Space for plants, although I’m obsessed with beading
and almost ignore the potential for outdoor plants. We restore the 95-year-old
house we’re living in and redo the landscaping. I choose plants myself and I
plant colorful impatiens and cheerful lilies. They grow. I watch them bloom and
I feel good knowing that my efforts help them. I see how much plants beautify
the front of a house. We sell the house and leave the area for another
adventure.
Where we live next there isn’t much room for growing things.
Ironically this is when I develop a major interest in plants. At garage sales I
choose a few geraniums. I start looking at plant labels at Home Depot. Wow,
they all have names! There are so many varieties. I accidentally stumble upon a
community garden and I’m blown away. It’s amazing! So much growing. So much sharing.
I’d never even heard of community gardens. I’m in awe.
We move locally, I turn thirty, and now we have a front and
back yard again. Our yard has trees planted by the last owners: apricot, peach,
mango, plum, fig, persimmon, avocado. The first year we get peaches that are
small. One year only one apricot grows on our tree, which a friend enjoys for
us. He feels badly once he learns he’d accidentally consumed our entire apricot
harvest that year! I’m too busy to really pay attention to the trees but sometimes
I buy plants in an attempt to put my own stamp on our yard. I plant things and
discover the hard way that certain plants really do prefer shade, not sun. Or
vice versa. I try the plants in new locations. I plant Morning Glory, and
eventually regret it. (Vines are very hard to eliminate!) It threatens to take
over the entire house. I cut it down but it keeps coming back. A few years
later I have forgotten what I learned about vines and plant a beautiful
black-eyed Susan, which immediately quadruples in size, and threatens to
overtake the entire side fence. Wait. This feels familiar. Did I have a vine
challenge before? Ooops. We try to grow corn. Not successful. You mean all soil
is not the same? Oh.
When I visit my grandparents I poke around in the back yard,
admiring all the things that grow there. Grandad has Sweet Pea, roses, berries,
lemons, and many other plants. He gives me Nasturtium seeds and some of his
Clivia. My interest in plants grows. Is it coincidence or is it because Grandad
is teaching me, passing on a love of gardening? Who can say? But now that my
grandparents are gone, it’s special to me to have plants from their garden. I
gradually learn names of plants. I take photos and search online.
I happen upon more community gardens. Each is so different,
a product of the gardeners who spend time there, the neighborhoods nearby, the
contours of the lot. It’s so fun to wander through these gardens, studying what
people do, wondering which vegetables might come from the plants with gigantic leaves,
gathering ideas for my own garden.
Somehow I discover succulents and develop a passion for them
(and wonder how I never really noticed them before). We go on garden tours. I
start making mosaic art to install in gardens. Great combination! I join a
community garden. We build raised beds and shovel a mountain of dirt. We work
together. We share seeds, tools and ideas. It feels awesome to be involved.
At home, our apricot tree is going crazy. There are
hundreds up there (this is the same tree that formerly produced exactly one
apricot a few years back). We pick them daily, and sometimes discover them
below the tree, having ripened and fallen for us to find nestled in the grass,
like late-blooming Easter eggs.
Yesterday I spent hours working in the yard. I swept grass
cutting. I pruned trees. I planted bamboo. I wrestled thorns. I lost a fight
with a sharp orange tree branch. I taped a piece of Kleenex over the cut and
carried on. I watered and weeded. And weeded and weeded. I moved plants and
repotted others.